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with you standing next to me
But when your away,i dont know what i'd do if you left me lonely
because honestly
your my one and only
I think about you every second of the day
Your always on my mind
and never close to away
Im not perfect
and i dont know why you chose me
There are so many girls that you can lift off there feet
Im not very pretty and im not very smart
Im so lucky that your the one holding my heart
I miss you when your gone
I miss you through the day
Damnit I miss you when your ten feat away
How many times do I have to tell you
How many times do I have to say
I fall more in love with you each and everyday
YOUR MY WHOLE HEART
I have no dought in a second

♥ Friday, January 8, 2010

Kawaii-Ness ♥

I have to control my tears, cannot cry ..............
Really hope that 1 day she will think of her daughters not just her son!
I have been asking myself,
WHY I WAN TO GET MARRIED SO EARLY
WHY I WAN TO BUY RESALE HOUSE SO EARLY
WHY I WAN TO BUY 5 ROOMS NOT 4 ROOMS
WHY I WAN TO RENO MY HOUSE AND MOVE IN ASAP
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
ALL THE ANS IS THE SAME................. ALL B COS OF "HER" ( MY MUM)
You think we really wan to married so Early meh, u think we so stupid got Build to Order t=dun wan go buy resale meh, you think we dunno 4 rooms is better than 5 rooms meh...............
All that we have done is b cos of "YOU" ...............
B cos the house anytime will sell away , i scare "u" got no place to stay so we decide to buy a house that why we married early..............
Not b cos we dun wan buy 4 rooms but all the owner asking for 20k - 30k cash.. I WHERE GOT MONEY.............. but 5 rooms asking for low cash that's why we tk 5 rooms..............
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Normally as for a mother if you sell ur house away and u staying with ur daughter normally u will sponsor some of the reno right???!!!!!!!!!!!
No lo................ Her own room furniture, hi fi all i have to pay or some share with my sis lo........ she got money why cant she pay some herself............................
She said the money is keep for 2 yrs later buying house with "her son" .............
So she just making use of mi, stay with mi for 2 yrs then everything keep for her son and dun care her daughter even she know im very stress.....................
She said she will lent mi money to clear my loans............... haiz...better then nothing!
Im going to lent alot from her and take my own sweet time to return.........................
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She said furniture ask 4th uncle to do , so i told her if she really 1 ask 4th uncle do then she have to help mi pay half.............. She said oki but b cos she thought only doing 1 wardrobe but im doing alot of things think will cos mi 5 k at least.................. think if she know she will nag nag nag lo..lol
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Actually i just hope 1 day she will realize all the things that i've done is b cos of her....
I just hope 1 day she can care and think of mi too...
Is not the money that make mi happy or sad.......... Is in her heart she only got her son, she dun appreciate wat i we have done..............
Really felt sad when that time at Da Jie house she said,.. Nu Er Shi Jia Chu Qu De Shi Bie Ren De, Er Zi Shi Dai Xin De...................
Do u know wat this means............... means daughter is like products once married consider sold no more belongs to her so she no need to care ............., then in that case why we have to care for her, why we have to give her money since to her we are not her daughter ................
She really broke my heart the moment i heard that!!!!!!!!!!!!

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