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with you standing next to me
But when your away,i dont know what i'd do if you left me lonely
because honestly
your my one and only
I think about you every second of the day
Your always on my mind
and never close to away
Im not perfect
and i dont know why you chose me
There are so many girls that you can lift off there feet
Im not very pretty and im not very smart
Im so lucky that your the one holding my heart
I miss you when your gone
I miss you through the day
Damnit I miss you when your ten feat away
How many times do I have to tell you
How many times do I have to say
I fall more in love with you each and everyday
YOUR MY WHOLE HEART
I have no dought in a second

♥ Thursday, October 28, 2010

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Very long never write long story here le....... im so lazy to blog ..hee!
2 mths more ..2010 ending soon ........ another yr gone!

Did i fulfil my target????.......... Hmmmm 50/50 ba!

Never manage to save a single cents this year bcos i spend it for my new house, this house mi & Lao Gong spend around 20k, we use up all our money until our bank left $0..............

This yr wasn't a good yr for us........ This yr was a super stress & unlucky yr....

We bought this house in Dec 2009, move in march 2010.......

I still remember that day when move in my bank only last $300 but i need to get alots of things for the house ...like bedsheets, detergent, mop,...etc!

Lao Gong that time no job so i was really very stress.............

Alot of monthly bill need to settle plus during those months my sales was sucks...

Lao gong send in lots of resume but not news at all, while waiting he was recommend to work as a part time property agent ...... but he never close a deal.

then bcos he dun wan to waste his time , at night he help some property agent door to door give flayers................ His money juz enough for him to eat & pay his monthly loan........ I didn't blame him for not paying the house things , i can see he really work very hard to earn money & look for a job............ i know he was trying very hard for mi but sometime i really cant take in all the stress & start to quarrel with him......i felt very bad, i dun wish to said those words to hurt him!!!

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Few months later my Jie Fu refer him to go MBS work as a dealer....
They call him for interview & he passed............

I was so happy.... finally got a job....!

After few weeks of training..........he passed his test!

But he still cant start work cos he still need to have another interview!

This interview they will check his family back ground, any debts or loan...etc

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Shit he got a court case haven settle, time both of us was so stress........ cannot bcos of this lost his job.................!

Lucky ...... Finally he got his licence.............

I know......... our life will get better.........................

From the time we ROM, our life is really sucks.....................

No money, No JOb, Maggi Mee Life, Debts Life, ..............

Of course now we still haven clear our loan & outstanding but at he got a job!

He got monthly pay ...... monthly can pay bit by bit.. better than never pay a single cents and let it accumulate!

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Our aim...................after clear all our loan, we will start to save money for our wedding photo shooting at Taiwan & he will have to save money for our wedding dinner!.........................................................................

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1 yr of suffering .................

Finally its going to end soon................

Lao Gong Jia You! Love You!

Mi also Jia You!

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